Aggravation to the max

So i havent written in here for a few days and its a new month now.. Today was my last day at my crappy job. no one there even cared really that i left... apart from a junior, her names Michelle. who gave me a hug before i left the store. shes such a nice little kid. After i finished my shift realisation sunk in, you would have thought it'd have sunk in by now that IM GOING TO FRIGGIN NEW ZEALANDDD TO BE WITH MY BESTEST BEST FRIEND. ohh yeaaah you be so jealous... hehe im so bloody excited man its not even funny. i'm currently the happiest i think i have ever been in my life! I have a wonderful amazingly honest, caring and lovable boyfriend ( i wish there was a better wor because he;s more than just my boyfriend to me) AND my Rochelle. ( sorry tom :P) [ there arent enough words to describe my love for this woman ] the two greatest people in my life.. what more could i want! [dont answer that because its to be in nz already--i know i could make it happen--] lol ok so the title of this blog hasnt really come across yet. so i better get into the juicy details.

As of late my life here in australia is lacking, greatly as it seems im no longer important to my family as i once was [ or as important as my younger brother]. everyone who lives in my family home is currently NOT HERE.. my dad and brother are away for work and when im home, my mums doing nightshift. AND when anyone is here... they never pay attention to me. i swear some days i think if i ddnt speak a word no one would know i was here [ apart from my puppy dog cleo ] picture of her is up the top!! its really irritating because i am here, and theyre not going to have me be here physically for much longer and they're wasting their chance to be with me. i seriously dont get it...... oh well its their loss isnt it?