Its Friday.. 2 days to go

Well as the titel suggests, today if friday and i only have two days to go before i fly out. Can you tell im bored and have nothing better to do with my time than to sit at my laptop and blab on my blog that nobody reads. ah yes the joys.
ok so my tone is a bit sour today.. i say get over it and let me be. im venting lol. everyone is allowed to vent every once and a while. Most of my shit is packed and ready to go so i dont have much else to occupy my time with. that is until i get back home. i have been told that ive got to sort out my room once im back there. im going to take down all my posters- that have been up there for about 5 years btw, dust and vaccum the floors. and most likely move my bed around or something. then sort through all my dvds and clothes and clean out my wardrobe, get rid of my old chest of drawers that are sitting in there with nothing in them ... And whilst im doing all of this i shall be searching for a new job, which i hope to find as soon as possible.. i need an income if im going to start saving for a brand new car. i kinda have my heart set on a new Holden Barina 3 or 5 door (doesnt matter) in horizon blue, automatic, a/c, power steering, cd player.. all that jazz., lol. just gotta get the money to buy my dream car. im hoping as soon as i get back that i can go for a test drive to see if i like driving it. It would be bad if i want a car and dont like driving it but i should be right,. im currently driving a nissan and im use to driving a toyota prado 4wd so. a little car like a barina shouldnt be too hard. lol.
ummmm not sure what else to write.. im a but full at the moment on my strawberry shake.. has made me all bloated n shit. cos we all know thats so lovely innit. i think we are going to the paddock soon and that will be the last time for me to go down... i dont know what im going to be doing tomorrow morning while chelle is at the paddock with some other girls... *shrugs* prolly just hang around here like i did yesterday.. im really scabby and dont want to spend any more money as ive got to spend $25 at the airport for tax fee etc.. idk.. blah i'll shut up now.

bye

Sad to say it..

Another month has passed since i wrote in here and by god alot has changed. over the past few weeks while ive enjoyed my time in christchurch and i love being here, i couldnt help myself from getting homesick. it hit me like a truck.. one day out of the blue i was like i miss my mum. i miss cleo. And when i get that way i tend to draw into myself and keep quiet. i tried not to let it get to me, or to show it to others but i didnt do a very good job. my partner noticed it straight away and so did my best friend, but she ddnt want to push me into saying anything. then one night i wrote my parents a long email... telling them how i was feeling and what i was thinking of doing and what were their thoughts on the matter. they told me to stick it out a little bit longer and then if i still wanted to come home then i would. but in the end the decision would be up to me. i decided that i wanted to come home.. so the next day i got up the courage to tell my best friend and her family- i was staying at their house. They took the news very well, and only wanted me to be happy. so that night i went online and brought my ticket back to australia. i fly out on sunday, which is the 1st of february.

ive been packing my stuff back up, making sure i have enough room for the things that ive brought whilst being here, lucky for me i have plenty of room to squish my giant teddy, :P

Yesterday whilst at the local mall i decided to buy some tops. i havent really relished in spending money on anything apart from food while being here so i thought i should treat myself. i got 2 tops that were the same, just a different colour - a white and then a violet purple. they have frills down the front and a tie at the back. and then another purple top thats more like a peasant dress kinda thing. theyre all very pretty. so now the only dilemma is what to wear on sunday lol.

I'm still going to write on here, when i remember, just might have to change the title to the blog now that i wont be in new zealand anymore.

xxx

New Year, New Beginnings

So its been just over a month since i wrote here, im sorry im so slack at the upkeep on this thing. As you all know i flew out to New Zealand on the 5th of December 2008. My flight was running behind and we didnt set off till an hour later, all the passengers were on the plane and then they call out that theres a delay due to some nechanical malfunction - just what you want to hear when your about to fly 3 hours across the sea to a different country. Ten minutes later everything was fixed and we flew out. the flight seemed to take forever. i occupied myself with a novel - Twilight by Stephenie Meyer (ive read it a few times already) and i also had my ipod nano in my ears blasting out everything from Britney to Katy Perry etc etc.
Once i landed at the airport and went through the passport area i went to collect my luggage. it took a bit longer than it did last time due to the amount of people flying in. i found my luggage and tried my best to carry it all. im only little and i had a large suitcase, a wheelbag, my laptop bag and another bag with my handbag etc in it.. so i ended up looking like a pack horse. lol. i was so hot and tired when i came through the gates.. i saw my best friend and smiled as i was finally here- for good. then we sat down on some seats with her brother and mum and waited for our other friend Kate, who came through the gates around 30 minutes later., we stopped off at maccas as none of us had really aten anything that day and then we arrived home.

the next two and a bit weeks were spent with the three of us, Kate only being here on holiday. we had a good time and did various things.. going to the malls, into town, the mueseum and botanical gardens, usual touristy things.
the 22nd soon arrived and it was goodbye to kate. We drove to the airport once more and said our goodbyes and wishes for a safe arrival. After that we hadnt spoken to her for about a week..
then it was just Chelle and i. we've been pretty busy, hardly ever taking a day off. nearly everyday we head down to the paddocls to visit her horses, we've currently adopted an abandoned horse named Storm. hes roughly 15.3hh he is white/grey slightly dappled.. hes a friendly horse, who has become very attached to me all of a sudden. he's injured/ deformed so there isnt much we can do for him at this stage as hes not ours but that doesnt stop us from giving him food, love and grooming/ snuggles - when hes good.
the other day i got up on chelles horse honey for the first time, actually the first time for me on ANY horse. i totally freaked out and got scared that i froze and didnt think i could get down but i was the only one who was gonna be able to get myself down so eventually i slid off... Chelle says shes very proud of me, that i did it, even if i did freak out.
currently im trying to learn some horse stuff.. and maybe one day find my own little pony to have and ride... one day.
NYE was a good one, although we didnt go out we still had fun, being online and then taking some pictures in the yard :).

ok so that should be enough... not much has happened over the past 5 days (not that dtuff hasnt happened just not what i wanna put in here loll)
ciao
xx

I Fly off Tomorrow

SO today is my last day in Australia at home for a little while. I fly out tomorrow arvo/night to New Zealand. Chelle and her family will be waiting at the airport to pick me up. once i land we'll be waiting for our friend Kate to land soon after. hehe then for just over two weeks the three of us will be together before we say goodbye to Kate and then its Christmas.
Gotta get my shizz in order once im over there...get a number and a bank account and then a job.
im really gonna miss Cleo, and my family. this is all ive known so its gonna be hard to adjust to life without them.. but im just grateful that i have my best friends there to help me, and Danny, he's really been a strength through out the last couple of months, i love him dearly.
Ummm i bought another suitcase, it matches my bag i showed you earlier so i have everything packed away :) .
i dont think theres much else to say really...i guess i'll post again once i remember to lol.

x

My Birthday Yesterday

I am now officially 22 years old. My birthday was yesterday (19th October).. i didn't actually get up to all that much, mainly bumming around on my lappy and relaxing with my friends and partner. But ut was a great birthday none the less.

Some of the gifts i got.. Perfume, makeup, clothes... My younger brother got me Supernatural season 2 & 3 on dvd wooot! (he's good to me when he wants to loll). Also i got a wheelbag heres a pic up the top lol.. purdy huh. :D

i got a cake, an ice cream cake actually .. im just a big kid at heart and love me icecream lol. i blew out the candles and got embarassed when my folks sang happy birthday to me.. but thats just usual. There's only about 5 weeks left until i go to New Zealand.. so i really have to get my butt into gear and start packing stuff lol.. i never realised just how much stuff i have... lol

Ooooohh and to top my birthday off.. Grease , one of my all time fav movies was on tv... i quoted the whole thing and couldnt stop laughing.. i can get highly annoying when i do that.

alrighty well i better go... xx

New month, New hair...New everything

Ok so its been just over a month since i last wrote on here. my bad. It's now October and its my birthday in 12 days, I'll be turning 22 and ive now got a new hairstyle. i have a fringe.. some call bangs?! lol
I've recently gotten on with my progress to moving. setting up bank stuff and sorting my dvds (yes ALL OF THEM). I've thrown out more of my clothes and ive still got alot of them to wash and go through.
Other changes in my life um...lol. I'm actually just writing in here at the moment because no one is online and i have nothing to occupy myself with. although someone might disagree.
its less than 2 months to go until im in New Zealand and im really looking forward to it hehee. i cant wait to be with my bestest best friend. i love her so much.

ok well i guess i shall stop blogging now because i dont really have anything to say.

xx

Aggravation to the max

So i havent written in here for a few days and its a new month now.. Today was my last day at my crappy job. no one there even cared really that i left... apart from a junior, her names Michelle. who gave me a hug before i left the store. shes such a nice little kid. After i finished my shift realisation sunk in, you would have thought it'd have sunk in by now that IM GOING TO FRIGGIN NEW ZEALANDDD TO BE WITH MY BESTEST BEST FRIEND. ohh yeaaah you be so jealous... hehe im so bloody excited man its not even funny. i'm currently the happiest i think i have ever been in my life! I have a wonderful amazingly honest, caring and lovable boyfriend ( i wish there was a better wor because he;s more than just my boyfriend to me) AND my Rochelle. ( sorry tom :P) [ there arent enough words to describe my love for this woman ] the two greatest people in my life.. what more could i want! [dont answer that because its to be in nz already--i know i could make it happen--] lol ok so the title of this blog hasnt really come across yet. so i better get into the juicy details.

As of late my life here in australia is lacking, greatly as it seems im no longer important to my family as i once was [ or as important as my younger brother]. everyone who lives in my family home is currently NOT HERE.. my dad and brother are away for work and when im home, my mums doing nightshift. AND when anyone is here... they never pay attention to me. i swear some days i think if i ddnt speak a word no one would know i was here [ apart from my puppy dog cleo ] picture of her is up the top!! its really irritating because i am here, and theyre not going to have me be here physically for much longer and they're wasting their chance to be with me. i seriously dont get it...... oh well its their loss isnt it?